Coloured Print

2010-04-30T21:59:00.001+08:00

OKAY This page shall no longer be in use. Hehee.

2010-03-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

DEAR BLOG,

YOU ARE DYING.

Hehehee.

Love, owner

2010-02-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

I feel bad right now. My CNY wasn't the best,

But oh wells. Lent is not working out for me.

I forgot a cheeseburger has meat!!!! Anyways,

I feel bad, cause you feel insecure. I love you.

2010-02-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving tomorrow ):
No CNY for me this year.
I feel very sad. Lent is nearing.
:O I hope granddaddy is fine.

2010-02-06T16:45:00.001+08:00

thanks baby , ily (:

2010-02-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

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GLEE :D

2010-01-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

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"Eh Ang Moh!"

Grrr.

2010-01-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

You make me crazier

2010-01-24T17:01:00.001+08:00

She moved her body like a butcher knife,
choppin' on every guy inside.

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Starts with your fav letter

2010-01-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

I never noticed how lame my sec one posts used to be.

I haven't changed my URL since 2008. I feel proud.

And someone likes to roll eyes at me. She shouldn't

be so hypocritical cause she wants me to say things

straight to her face whilst she telling someone to pass

her messages. Loser. Waste my time. Gosh, -.-

2010-01-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

SO LAZY TO BLOG.

If you want me to link you,

let me know. Otherwise,

just don't come to this blog.

Its boring

2010-01-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

So lazy to blog. Anyways, If you want
me to relink or whatever,

tag and I'll get to it eventually. Haa.

Jealousy kills.

2009-12-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm back baby!

2009-12-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

heyhihello, when you nak balek ? i kesorangan uh . hahaha
Ilubseus (:
i channot sleeps ):

2009-12-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

Dont go !!!!!!
i'll be lonely on the 20th ):

2009-12-09T17:51:00.002+08:00

Awesome week so far. yay.

Saturday's coming. yay x2

2009-12-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

I have to go to the library later.

Don't ask why. I wrote a letter

yesterday. To who? To my old maid.

I know, whoah, right? Yeah, so I have

to leave Tiki alone while I go to the library

and get a new nail buffer cause Thea busted

mine before the holidays. Yay. You know

someone should stop posting random stuff

on my blog, right sayang? Hehehe. Such a bad

story teller. I love you. (:

When the wheels come down.

2009-12-01T03:23:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time ,

The End .

2009-11-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

FreeCell is hard!

Anyways, I've been sick two days.

Missed kampong night! ): I wondered

who actually went. Yeah, spent most of

my time in the toilet -.- (still spending time

there) So yeahh. That's it. And Stacia Khoo's

a douchebag. She doesn't see that I need her

link to link. Dumbass you know. HAHA. Beauty

of it is, I saw her today.

I loved you all along.

2009-11-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

hi,i love you.

2009-11-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

Martika keep asking me to find sehh!

So I ask JeponBonciet to find for her

cause I'm no PL. HAHA. So went back

for Grad. Feli kept laughing at the blanket

incident! Then I just stood there. Not funny!

Stacia and Nat went to meet their friends?

[Am I the only who's noticing something here?!]

So yeah. Going for tuition soon (;

Tear the letters.
Tear your heart.

I'm addicted. ALL TIME LOW

2009-11-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna break your little heart

Watch you take the fall

Laughing all the way to the hospital

'Cause there's nothing surgery can do

I'm gonna break your little heart

Show you to the door sew yourself shut

Now you're begging for more

'Cause there's nothing surgery can do

When I break your little heart in two

Don't be so sentimental, no

This love was accidental, so

Give it up, this was never meant to be
more than a memory for you

2009-11-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

Time flies so fast. Soon I'm gonna fly too.

ALONE, on a plane. To granny's place.

What am I gonna do there!? No cartoons?

No Internet? And since its malaysia, who am

I to call/text? I'll miss ming's birthday! And

Kim's coming later, so is mum and dad.

So its Mama, Papa, me and the lizards in that house

of theirs! ): And there's no one my age. mathilda's

seventeen already! what the shit lahh ):

Oh I'll break your little heart.

2009-11-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

Super tired. HAAHA, I can't be

nice to Lynette, I'm trying though.

Oh wells. I got a headache. Sheesh.

Can't help but wait.

2009-11-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is a promise. HAHA.

My joey baby is so sweet and pretty.

I love her so much. But sadly, I think

she's too weird for me. Okay nextt,

Vira damn high today, please. My head

kena the pillar, ask baby Joey! Damn painful!

Okay then she started making weird sound

effects. And joey baby's throwing is messaye.

HAHAHA, toss cocks also don't know.

Then the yellow batting turn turn thing, she

keep cheating me, Sad sad day. BABY, You're

mean! Luckilly, I don't live with you, seriously.

And I said Darling,

You look wonderful tonight.

Monday 091109

2009-11-10T19:46:00.001+08:00

I had the best train ride home

from vivo. Ask Daisy. Shingzx

It was damn funny. When I went

home, yipee, surprise. Mom :D (-.-)

So yeah, caught for Tessa, Mind you,

I suck! Hahaha! She improved alot though.

Can you pick yourself up,

Like how you pulled me down?

2009-11-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm sleepy, still, after my long ish nap.

Dylan is a cute name, doncha think?

I want back the
yesterday you took.

2009-11-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Boring week so far. Kim and I were bed ridden.

So we watch Mio Tv in mum's room. We watched

Halloween. Its a sadistic show. Seriously. Then I

watched Down To You. It was kinda nice. There's

this indo actress. Hot Hot. Luna Maya. SHe's prettier

on TV.

I hate it when you

make me laugh,

I hate it when you

make me cry. Mostly

I hate you makiing me

Love you.

2009-11-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

Okay. Been ill for five days. Not bad aye.
Oh wells. ignore the tags cause Ohm's being
mean again. Hahaha, and I still haven't gotten all

of the pics from B. HAHA.

I don't need you back.

Or is it the other way round?

2009-10-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

OhhEmmGee
Spend part of the day at Dini's.

Haha.I think I disturbed * a lot.

Dini also. Oh wells. Everyone

does it. I have been influenced.

I think wrestling is a violent ballet.

& I'm waiting for B to upload all

the snap shots of me and Ohm. HAHA

How can I change the world?

Cause I sure can't change your mind.

2009-10-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

WARNING.
Heels Look Nice But they Hurt Badly!

Jesus, take the wheel.

2009-10-24T23:53:00.003+08:00

Tonight with words unspoken

And you say that I'm the only one, the only one,
But will my heart be broken
When the night meets the morning star?
I'd like to know that your love
Is love I can be sure of
So tell me now, cause I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Went back to our old place.
Just came back.

Everyone's so grown up.

Hannah, still buff and man-ish.

I didn't see the usuals like Eugene and Joey.

Saw neighbour. Damn muscular now. He loved Tiki.

Eileen was crrying Tiki. And her mom asked me

how was my boyfriend? Er? Right. Single here, people.

It was a good day. I miss the old days, with the

soccer, marbles and Hide-and-seek.

Farewell Bukit Batok -.-

2009-10-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

Looks like you've got someone new.

Happiness is whether or not,

we have our act together.

Be happy.

Everything's alright.

2009-10-20T20:34:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA. Oh yeah. You know what happened at training!?

Coach: I ask you, you know what is love.

Denise: Love is a rollercoaster

Me: Idk?

Coach: Love cannot be explained.

Me: Then you ask me for what!?

Coach: No! You listen first!

Love cannot be explained.

It tickles your heart,

and messes with your brain.

Its 5 Minutes pleasure,

Nine months pain.

You go in KK, come out,

and do it again.

AHAHAHAHA, Nonsense right. Love Coach's jokes.

2009-10-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

Training today. Badly burnt. Then

we ate and gossiped. HAHA. Right.

Alright, School tomorrow. Enjoy, World!

I miss you, I miss you.

2009-10-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

.

1. You're like a dream come true
2. Just wanna be with you
3. Girl its plain to see, that you're the only one for me
4. Repeat the step through 3.
5. Make you fall in love with me.
If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one

.

2009-10-15T17:02:00.003+08:00

You're that one regret;
Sad to say, ain't it..

I feel so annoyed. Everything happened

so fast. Wtbh is wrong with me seh. Oh wells.

Anyways, can't cry over spilt milk. Literally

cry. Oh, yesterday * at the foyer, then

so memalukan. HAHA. Kena from she and

palzx. Hehehe. Daisy waiting for tomorrow.

So am I, cause I need to forget Gee.
andandand
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
CANDICE
FAITH
SIM! & IMAN ELMO
ily

2009-10-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

2009-10-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

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RIP. Uncle Alf.

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2009-10-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Damned if I do ya,

Damned if I don't.

2009-10-06T15:54:00.001+08:00

2C pissed me off today.

You know why? I had a load of Physics stuff to pass.

So I wanted to give out page by page, cause Mr. JWong

didn't staple everything together. But everyone was rushing

(Like I wasn't -.- ) So Yeah, I put all the worksheets on the

teacher's table. Class, of you didn't get it. I don't know what

to say. Cause if you're impatient, then whatever. Sorry alrights.
MTFBWY

No expression,

no expression.

2009-10-04T20:14:00.001+08:00

Define a good song

1. Good drum beat

2. Occasionally, meaningful lyrics

3. Good singer (Sometimes hot but awesome voice)

I was watching the awesome coldplay video again.

I guess I like the song cause of the video.

But I like the drums.

Like when you put blast it in your ears.

And and and, I dreamt of Billy Joel-.- HAHA.

Sometimes its black, sometimes its white
Sometimes she's wrong, somtimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it and figure it out
but then she just changes her mind
Sometimes she's hot, sometimes I'm cold
Somtimes my head wants to explode,
but when I think about it, I'm so in love with her
Every other time

2009-10-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

C'mon. He's damn cute and hot right. Admit it.

But I call dibbs. (Learnt from Irongirl)

And grammy and grandad are in town.

Byebye softsoft bed. Hello snores from hell.

We'll try to pull through.

2009-10-01T15:58:00.001+08:00

I can't believe I fell for it again

2009-09-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

.

Close your eyes,

Give me your hand, darling.

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Nucleus. Hehe.

2009-09-29T18:43:00.001+08:00

Today I was feeling all emo and gloomy.
But for the past *insert number here*

years, I've always been cheerful right?
So I decided, okay, Dini's place.

Some more Vira and Mel followed. HAHA.
Then Nurul came. We watched

DORM. Damn funny. It was supposed to be scary but
it was funny and in the end it was pretty touching.
I recommend the movie. But I recommend the company

of all my sisters and Dini's real sister.
HAHA. You make me smile (:

The winner takes it all(:
Guess, roses wins this round.

Happy life to you guys.

I've lost nothing, and I've

got no regrets whatsoever.

May the force be with you!

2009-09-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

.

And I am feeling sorrow
for all the things you had to steal and borrow.

Bring back the days we had before tomorrow

relapse and then collapse into yourself once more.

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever

and I can't hold on. This life is breaking.

And in the day this life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever.

And I can't hold on. This life is breaking.

And in the day...

But I can't feel.

The doctor tells me to relax and stand still

Please scratch me a new pill to quell my anger.

Wish I could make her pull herself up off the floor

2009-09-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

.

To live and forget. Now that's a miracle.

My other miracle was you, but you wrecked it.

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2009-09-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

.

MARY CHUA! HAHAHAHAHAH!
I stole Joey's Idea!

Honestly, I don't need you.

You're shit to me.

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Past fews days, I ...

2009-09-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

2009-09-20T14:29:00.000+08:00

PRETTY AIN'T SHE?

All I want is your Candy!

2009-09-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

Crap. Denise's birthday tomorrow.

But she's been so mean. So I shouldn't be that nice.

But I can't help it. I'm too nice. HAHA.

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,

What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then it's for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?

2009-09-14T19:06:00.001+08:00

..

Tell me what do you do,

when it all falls apart?

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Missing links

2009-09-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

GOD! I can't get Qi Ying and she's supposed

to send me the true enemy thing.

It's so frustrating. If she hasn't finished it,

I'd feel less annoyed to at least get an honest

reply. Qi Ying, I don't know if you're reading this

but please pick up your phone!

Anyways, my mum had her two friends over

and they were freaking me out with ghost

stories. Hahaha! I ran into my room like 4 stories later.

The pieces don't fit anymore.

2009-09-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

Dancing in the moonlight (:

Okay, sorry. Just lazy to post.

2009-09-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

Congrats 2C! :D

Remy Martin

2009-08-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

Old people of 5L Called me diligent today (:

And one of the old ladies said I was pretty :O
HAHAHA. I think its fun to work alone.

Bernie's really happy in her new school and I

am happy for her too (: Nana's going back

tomorrow. She's done a lot for me. Nana, I love you.

For you I'd bleed

myself dry;

Natural disaster (:

2009-08-28T19:16:00.003+08:00

Since she left me,

She told me,

don't worry,

you'll be okay.

You dont need me

Believe me,

you'll be fine.

Breakdown

2009-08-26T20:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated White :O HAHAHA.

Eh, Nadia likes to gossip! Xoxo, Gossip Girl.

I feel veh unsure. Eh, everyone who thinks I'm sad.

Something did happen. I'm truly devastated ):
Somebody save me.
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE ANG!!!!!

You're not sorry.

You're just unsure.

You don't deserve love.

Just stay away cause

you're blinded and can't

see what you need is

right there.

2009-08-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

Its over.

.

HeSheWe

2009-08-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

Sasha: Whoah, last year was the ultimate April fools.

Elvira: Yeah, this year's gonna be better.
Sasha: You mean next year?

Elvira: This year.

Sasha: Pass already -.-''

Elvira: Oh, hahaha, I thought April Fools was in December.

Ming got high on the train and bus!

Funny stuff. Mel was blind today.

Her specs broke. Despite her loss,

she pointed out my eye bags. Tsk.

It gets to so hard

to walk away ;

White Wine

2009-08-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

This is random but,

Ever since I was young,

I always wondered why my mum

keeps many bottles of liquor.

Its her collection and she's proud

of it. Its cool but how often do we drink

the liquor. There's a whole bar counter

and a shelf where the bottles lay.

Mum, Why?! & Btw, I Miss Bernadette):

I'm all over you,

I'm not over you.

Don't worry.

2009-08-15T21:38:00.004+08:00

When you feel uneasy, is it a sense of worry?

It seems to be. If there was one thing I could

have, it would be to stay a kid. Not a teenager,

not an adult. A kid. It's different now. So how?

Go flip my blog songs. Favourites.

Don't stay still,
Time waits for no one.

Whoah, she goes

2009-08-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

Yay, Hockey. They really did it this time.

And the bus driver brought us back to school

the longest way! It felt like we went around the

whole world! Anyways, there was drama in the

bus on the way to Tiong. Some people are just the

least bit decent, I tell you. It disgusts me, seriously.

Anyways, home's a bore and there's nothing to do.

Study hard everyone (;

I reach out my hand to you;

I have faith in all you do (:

White trash

2009-08-10T16:57:00.005+08:00

OH OH OH!

Morning assembly, go stand high high,

then you can see everyone! HAHA, even *

Standing like right in the centre of the hard court

Cutie cute cute(: MINE I TELL YOU :D:D

Only fools rush in (:

2009-08-08T16:09:00.003+08:00

Oh Mr. Red Sea. HAHA.
Bad tummy ache! Last night was so Drama.
I was in the centre or Nadia and Loretta.
I was like passing their messages -.-"
I hope that girl does her work, cause if she
doesn't, It'll be my fault. Oh my Mayonise,
Chloe wants to come over. So I have to baby
sit Tiki and her? Damn annoying lah please.
When I grow up, I don't wanna play mahjong!
Wait, did I spell that right? Hmm, I'm waiting
for SOMEONE to call but...
Oh wells, enjoy your weekend, world.

If I was invisible,

Then I could just watch

you in your room.

If I was invisible,

I'd make you mine tonight.

If hearts were unbreakable,

Then I can just tell you

where I stand I would be

the smartest man,

If I was invisible

Wait..I already am

Rubbernecking ;)

2009-08-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

Okay nothing much.

Except I'm angry at grandad.

He sold something he had for years.

I kinda miss Dini.

I tell you, nothing stops that girl.

She can sound like a gross frog,

but she can still blabber like no one's business.

So yeah. By the way, Nadia is mean. Don't trust

her. She'l hurt your ass real badly): And she'll

make people think you are clumsy. HAHA.

Only time can tell.

But I can't tell time!

I miss you, I miss you.

2009-08-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Nurin so poorthing. She went home alone :O

And yesterday there was nothing much.

Denise keeps fighting with me. But I always win, yeah sotong:D

Okay there's nothing interesting right now. Oh, daddy was super

cute just now. I saw this orange car. Then I told him to get one

like that. He said, "It's okay. I'd rather take the bus or walk."
So mean right. Anyways, enjoy your weekend(:

Don't know how I lived without you

Cause everytime that I get around you,

I see the best of me inside your eyes.

You make me smile.

You make me dance like a fool.

Forget how to breathe,

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee.

Just the thought of you can drive me wild..

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

Ohh, you make me smile

Don't fake what you don't feel.

2009-07-29T20:05:00.004+08:00

You say you're leaving as you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say

Just know I'm here whenever you need me

I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go,

I'll set you free

And when you've seen

what you need to see

When you find you,

come back to me

Take your time,

I won't go anywhere

Picture you with

the wind in your hair

I'll keep your things r

ight where you left them

I'll be here for you

And I hope you find everything that you need ,

I'll be right here, waiting to see.

When You find you,

come back to me.

I can't get close if you're not there

I can't get inside if there's no soul there

I can't face you,

I can't save you

It's something you'll have to do

I want you back ;)

2009-07-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

Desperate for changing,

starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started,

Chasing after you.

I've fallen even more in love with you.

Letting go of all I've held onto.

I'm standing here until you make me move.

I'm hanging by a moment here with you.

Pretend

2009-07-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

OH GOD! ITS A CRAB! HAHAHA
Vira, I love you, so much, loser.

And I'm watching you and I'm waiting
For the perfect time to start
Participating and you signal me to stay
But I open my mouth any way

But its over were goners
Its out of our control
And if there's one thing that I know
Its that its best to just let it roll
So let's just let it roll

Up and out?

2009-07-21T17:17:00.002+08:00

Man, its been busy.

I promised Dini an out tomorrow.

Thursday's softball. Yay.

Friday's B's house for baking.

Then Sat and Sun us project time.

And I had lesson study but during that

I had tons and tons of missed calls.

finally, Taylor Swift is so HOT. Hehh

To all the critics and the enemies

My sky has turned vanilla

Like sugar sasparilla

And if only you could hear all

I'd sayDon't wake me up

Baby I'm in love

And I'm dreaming so much

But I don't ever wanna stop

Don't wake me up

Eyes, wide shut.

2009-07-18T17:51:00.007+08:00

I feel wonderful

Because I see the

love light in your eyes.

And the wonder of it all.

Is that you just dont realize,

How much I love you.

Its time to go home now,

And Ive got an aching head,

So I give her the car keys,

She helps me to bed.

And then I tell her,

As I turn out the light,

I say my darling,

you were wonderful tonight.

Those who screamed at the

Cockroach, hehe, sorry. You

made me (: Love you guys.

My sister asked me an

awesome question today.

It goes somethin' like this..

Sash, if Michale Jackson

is the huge blow to us all now,

who's the next to go, making

everyone go crazy over him/her.

Think about it. The answer that

she was looking for is Britney Spears.

I have to say, I agree, cause its true.

Such a mess.

2009-07-16T18:45:00.004+08:00

The top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit an run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

I swear, this song is addictive(:
Hehe, Malay was fun. Go ask
Bangs to say Juli. I think we made
her Happy after the rape story :D

Overnight with you

2009-07-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

Its the last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real,

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel.

If love's already gone, It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you.

Anything you ask of me I'd do

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

I think i fell in love with

the eighth world wonder.

Wild Women

2009-07-14T17:36:00.001+08:00

I'm not an actor

I'm not a star

And I don't even have my own car

But I'm hoping so much you'll stay

That you will love me anyway

The dirty games and the Neon shows

This is the world he knows

Watching the stars satisfies my soul

Thinking of him makes me feel so cold

The fancy cars and the Restaurants

You're just so fond of the man

Sometimes I wonder if you are blind

Can't you see, he's got dirt on his mind

Mostly you.

2009-07-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

People smudged charcoal on my face today!
And it got on my white blouse (Not so white no more)
And my drawing sucked. Nadia made this song for Lucas.
Waste time only lah, Nadia. You just dreaming! HAHA.
I feel crap-ish now-.- Er? what else? Oh, Sheryl Teo,
she owes me. I typed all the questions for her.
Good night, world(:

Smoke-filled

2009-07-11T17:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGGG!

Love you!

Let's watch our screw-ups on rewind.

I hope you know, I hope it shows,

you're my everyday hero.

Addicted, but just a lot

2009-07-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

Ben, the two of us need look no more

We both found what we were looking for

With a friend to call my own

I'll never be alone

And you, my friend, will see

You've got a friend in me

Ben, you're always running here and there

You feel you're not wanted anywhere

If you ever look behind

And don't like what you find

There's something you should know

You've got a place to go

Ben, most people would turn you away

I don't listen to a word they say

They don't see you as I do

I wish they would try to

I'm sure they'd think again

If they had a friend like Ben

I'll be there.

2009-07-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

I just watch the Michael Jackson memorial.

God, looking at his friends and the people he

grew up with, made me tear. & I'm not even

a fan. -.- He did change lives. Yes, maybe

they'll leave you alone now. -Gone too soon.

Smile Tho' your heart is aching

Smile Even tho' it's breaking

When there are clauds in the sky

You'll get by,

If you Smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow,

You'll see the sun come shining thru for you.

Light up your face with gladness

Hide ev'ry trace of sadness

Altho' a tear maybe ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile What's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worth while

If you'll just smile.

One, 21 Guns.

2009-07-06T10:49:00.002+08:00

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins.

Yes, Greenday is My Classic.

Oh and your welcome Dini(:
I know how awesome

Connie Talbot is. HAHA.

Mine, I tell you. Mine!

Yeah, we do it.

2009-07-05T13:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday when I went for mass, the first

person I saw was Dom. He was so tall and

he sat in the first pew. How to miss? -.-

Then six of us, Nicole, Ryan, Natalie, John,

Nick Soh and myself had to stay back. We

were disruptive and sought attention (?)

-.- So we talked. Like a lot. We just didn't

take the guy seriously. Nicole and Natalie

were plucking hair(?) during class. Then I

went to eat with daddy. And now, well, TV.

Oh lastly, Ryan and I made fun of the teacher.

He said, "Hurry, get in line. Insert yourselves."

It don't matter if
you're black or white.

Dripped

2009-07-04T16:24:00.004+08:00

Last last night, I had an awesome dream:D

So well, today I showered Tiki again-.-

Anyways, finally going for 1730hrs mass.

HAHA. So pointless to go for 1045 mass when

there's no class. Today's abang's birthday.

Happy birthday. Then there's Thea, Aneesha,

Jepon, Zann, Tiki. All their birthdays fall on this

month. Did I miss out on anyone? Hope not(:

Oh wells, off to shower and get ready for

mass. God bless, world(:

Its not like it hurts

much anyways;

Cherry Heering(:

2009-07-02T11:23:00.002+08:00

There's nothing to post-.-

I went to the doctor's yesterday.

They doctor said I can't go to school til Monday.

Then he asked why I looked so sad. Duh much.

1. I can't go to school.

2. I'm tired and sick.

3. My mum was with me.

People dream if getting sick and staying home.

I don't. It's like being behind bars, literally.

I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that

my mum found my blog URL and she read things.

And since my mum already made a guess that green

was someone damn important to me, I'm slightly

paranoid. Oh and since MJ passed on, Everyone just

won't leave him alone. I bet the family's stressing.

Who wants to bring me to Neverland to see his body?

HAHA. (: R.I.P - M.J Anyways, enjoy school, everyone(:

Its hard to forget when
you're everywhere I turn.

Close the doors, shut your mouth

2009-06-29T18:42:00.003+08:00

What the hell!
I needed to throw rubbish during art.
Everyone seemed to be paying attention
so I didn't want to get up.
So I volunteered to click the slides
for the teacher to get to the front.
Then during Math, Miss Chan
didn't let me pee! I was U-R-G-E-N-T!
So I ran outta the class.
Not bad ehh, cause no one noticed.
(Don't give me "you're short" crap, guys)
& Yati, doncha think I'm pretty good at Math?
I just don't try. Don't underestimate (:
I was completely lost during Bio -.-"

You forgot where you stand, bytch.

Blame it on the Boogie.

2009-06-27T18:45:00.003+08:00

So yesterday was so scary! I had stomach ache at two in the morning!

When I really couldn't take it, I told daddy. Then he said, ditto. Then,

Kim came in and complained bout her tummy. Before we knew it, we

all were sick. I was the worst. I puked and all that gross shit. Then I

had fever-.- Prop came, she practically saw me sleep while she used

my desktop. Anyways, I feel much better now(: And I went for the

performance thingy and we made a huge fuss about where to sit.

Nicole broke the toilet door hinge. Well done, sexy. And and, she walked

off. Wanna know why?

Nicole: I want the sausage!

Ryan: Here, you can have mine.

Anyways, if I were to elaborate on my day

then it ought to be pretty long.

So anyways, I hope Green is okay.

I haven't heard from her all day):

So long & Goodnight

Open and spread it.

2009-06-25T21:55:00.003+08:00

Once again, God has shown me how awesome he is.
Adeline Ang didn't show up. So happy! All my photos scattered.
My mom and granny are watching Cinta Fitri. It's driving me nuts.
Anyways, I'm sorry Heather! Today was pretty boring. Family,
as usual, being annoying. And I don't have to help that Martika

for now(: Today turned out pretty okay, except when I see mom,

I get angry instantly. Is this like normal?:O

We'll write songs
on our own playground.

I miss you, I miss you.

2009-06-24T18:51:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY SISTERS AND AUNTY PAM(:

So yesterday, when I saw, Coach Lionel,

I realised that he looked pretty happy.

He was smiling, all the time. And one thing

that I envy about him is that, for each hit/swing he makes,

he puts in 110% Even on the tee-stand.

Tee-stand, hm, did I spell that right?

He looks more than glad to be with the boys but Coach, I miss you.

The gist of my day. Yeah, cause I had a day and didn't meet someone.

Woke up at nine thirty. I thought Justin was coming at eleven!

He came at twelve! What the hell right? So anyways, had tuition.

He sent Kim to school, after getting Tiki's license. I walked with Tiki.

Then I left for old house. Hannah Twoon, you're such a forgetful ass.

Sri, Amani and Shark were already there. I didn't wanna go in! It was cold!

Best lah, I got pulled in! Then went to eat.

Shark went home, which is in Marsiling with Sri phone.

So they went to get it back.

I went home-.- Now I'm watching the nanny(:

And I miss someone:O I wonder who(?) Hehehh

Cause everyone has

got their own story;

Flesh and bones

2009-06-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty okay.
I rushed home. Then
URGH! So annoying!
Idk wtf she's angry!
Okay whatever.
I'm gonna be patient.

I want to swim away

but don't know how.

Sometimes it feels just like

I'm fallin’ in the ocean.

Let the waves up take me down.

Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah.

Let the rain of what I feel right now,

come down, let the rain come down.

Painted Red

2009-06-22T10:01:00.003+08:00

I found this Word Document in my comp.

It was named *(name not stated here)

So I opened it up. Apparently * was the

conversation Prop had with white on blue's birthday!

Hahaha! So I read it down and I found it!

So prop, I'm so sorry I doubted you. It was there(:

Yesterday was Whoah! But after everything, Grammy

came out of the room at around 12:30am. She told my

sister about everything! Even this fortune telling book,

which totally creeped me out. Green's back(: And my mum

won't let me go to heather's place): Oh wells.

You're the answer to

all my prayers;

Light it up for you(:

2009-06-19T11:26:00.001+08:00

A random thought hit me today.

On new year's eve, at 11:55 pm, nikki yow

called me. And she said: Sash! Its 5minutes to midnight.
That was cool. She called when my sis went out

and the only cousin I could relate to, left.

Anyways(:

Damn it. Someone went off today.

Fricking sad! Bitch, left me la, please.

I'm so gonna miss you, sweetie.

Come back safely to moii(:

Went to watch drag me to hell

with the two most psycho awesome peeps.

I swear, I almost peed in my pants!

I used the popcorn box and put it over my face.

I got pinched and kicked, sitting in the middle!

But seriously, you guys should watch it.
I spent more than half of the time shutting my eyes,

and wishing green was right next to me, cause it was

kinda cold and I was so freaked out! Sheesh! So that's it.

Good night, world.

When there's nothing

that's left to give,

why do you still take?

Cursed with the nothing you have.

2009-06-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

So on my MSN contact list there's this really

long line of people with their Display Names as N
So cool. Like all the way down, its just N.. N.. N...

And Joey Chee DAMN Sisyyyyy! But my sis on the

other hand.. WHOAH

Okay, so read this conversation(:

Grammy: You uh. Phone always ringing!
Come, let me answer!
Me: Ma, that's a message, not a call-.-

Grammy: Oh Boyfriend is it? Chinese

Malay or White man?

Me: Er, yeah okay.

Kim: Ma, she with Malay uhh.
*Green calls
Kim: There! She talking to her boyfriend now!

Oh no la, she don't talk to her boyfriend like this.

Asshole. What boyfriend? And she was really mistaken

when she assumes who calls. Like, butt out, kpo! Sheesh.
Whah! So sickening! Don't know, please eh, don't assume, sis.

Oh and Heikel, you be patient uhh. I trying to help okay.

Patience is a virtue.

GREEN(:

I wanna touch that!

2009-06-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

I'm home. After like three days.

I spent my weekend at Nanny's place.

I had to shower Chloe and like put her to

sleep and all the grown up stuff. She made me

play "baby" with her and all sorts of games. So

lame. She should know that I'm a little too old

for those kind of things(: Then she asked me if I

wanted to have my own kids when I grew up.
I was like, er? Hmmm, what do you think, Green:p

Hehh. Oh, don't you think Freddie Highmore is the

Cutest thing ever? I wish he was mine): I'm kidding

cause I've already got green(: And I love you, baby.

Shall stop here. Happy, Zann dear?? haha.

Don't turn back.
Trust me, sweetheart

The angel's smile

2009-06-11T13:23:00.006+08:00

Has anyone really noticed that two or more people

have the same blogskin, or rather, blogskins.

Oh, before I forget.. Happy belated birthday, Anton(:
So Da jie bought Iman a build a bear.

I'm fricking jealous! Totally unfair!
& I also realised that whenever I go to Malaysia to visit relatives,

I'm always reminded of NatKarl-.- What the hell, Nat.

Your relatives are everywhere!
Esp. when I go back home to Grammy's.

Whoah! There's so so so so many.
Okay, anyways, to end of, let me say,

I'm missing Green a lot): -ILoveGreen-

I won't tell, if you don't.

I'll go if you stay.

2009-06-09T10:00:00.002+08:00

Okay, so I made a mistake.

Nanny turned ninety-six.

All the old but extremely

enthusiastic men were sitting,

without shirts on, singing, with

their guitars and drinking.

That was one clique.

Another clique was the

not very old-not very

young sitting, talking drinking.

And lastly, all the small cute little kids.

For me, I had to chose between the kids

or the not so young- not so old. So i picked

the second. I spent my time with my sister,

EJ and Justin at the playground. I sat on the swing,

stood on the swing and knelled on the swing, to pass

time. Then EJ kept pushing me when I wasn't holding

the sides! And throughout the night, I just smiled when the

old people talked to me. Other than that, I had a long face

on. God, its good to be back home. Its less stuffy, humid

and the best part is, its very quiet, as long my sister shushes.

Do you,

do you wanna

learn to fly?

Play that funky music, white boy(:

2009-06-06T11:14:00.003+08:00

Right, so Kim's going for High-Tea (?) -.-

I'm going to JB for Nanny's birthday later.

I think she turns ninety five. I wonder if I

can live that long. I'm okay with going but

that mean I can't call Green cause I'm leaving

at one or two plus. ):Gosh ImG damn a lot):

And I'm effing sorry about yesterday. ILY:D

Cause all the roads

they lead to where you are

And all the streetlights shine

like they were stars,

That's where you are.

Let's spend tonight on top of the world.

And we can do anything,

We can be anything.

I'll meet you tonight on top of the world.

As real as it seems, You're only in my dreams

Fell for that one dream

2009-06-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

I feel so cool! I'm posting so much(:

Green called at five plus (only) and

nope, she didn't call back): Sheesh.

I miss Green sso so much now.

There's always tomorrow..

Oh, yes. Happy Belated/Advance

Brithday Heather and Barney.

Stay sexy sexy! Haha!

Hehe, grandad gonna tune the guitar(:

FINALLY!

Okay, I

really don't know what to post-.-

Oh, clouds of time,

Seem to rain on

innocence left behind.

It never goes away.

Can you stay strong?

Can you go on?

Kristy are you doing okay?

A rose that won't bloom.

Winter's kept you.

Don't waste your whole life trying,

to get back what was taken away(:

Oh, love don't let me go.

2009-06-03T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted to the Life in Technicolour 2
Song and i don't know why.
I'm using my sister's laptop! Its so small!
I can't type properly. Super hard,
Sze sze is leaving this Friday, for Hong Kong):
She was being so sweet and I'm really gonna miss her.
She must come home to me safely, I tell you. She's important.
Kim and I were watching WIPEOUT. Such a sadistic show.
But its fricking funny to see the people fall, they look damn clumsy!
And and and! I DO NOT owe Green anything currently, so I think?
I miss green damn a lot. Hahaha! There's always tomorrow(: (:

You'll leave if you knew;
with no time, so much is now due

2009-06-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

Hello b(:

im really bored now so i've got nothing better to do .

so anyways , i made this thing for you (: i find it really cool (:

hehehe , cool right ? just like moi (:

haha , take care alright ?love you many many ,

xoxo , green (:

Headlights aglow

2009-06-01T16:58:00.004+08:00

Gravity release me,
and don't even hold me down.
Now my feet won't touch the ground.

I Love Green So so much(:
And Nicole and I made a deal about guys:o
Vira and I talked about gays.
&&& I ate my first home-cooked meal in 2 months!
I swear uh, Green's being lame-.-
and I miss green many manyzx:D